I’ve always gotten so easily bored, I never understood why I kept wanting and wondering.
Because of circumstances in my life I was unable to travel the way I wanted to but there were different parts of the world that call my name.
More so the Southwest, Vegas, places that I’ve never seen before and of course it’s hard when you have small children and you’re grounded because of school because of their friends their life you just can’t get up And go. You have responsibilities we have kids. And as much as a single mother would like to take her children everywhere that her heart desires on these road trips to other countries it’s hard. And this is not the woe is me factor this is the reality of it.
I’ve wondered too why so many things I do are so in the moment impulsive spontaneous as if I’m just like a free person ,free spirit. My love for nature..my love everything beautiful. My Passion to be just free just to be who I am. That wondering that wandering its endless.
I really dont care about what other people think except from my kids. In relationships I can never be told what to do ..ever. When I’m dating or in a relationship I can’t have that other person Give a Hint that they are telling me what to do because it turns me off.
Sometimes in relationships and dating I easily get bored. It’s more so easily turned off because I don’t like being told what to do, I don’t like being asked what time im coming home ,I don’t like any of that period I don’t like people checking in on me and expecting me to tell them my whereabouts I’ve never been like this and I never will be.
And I feel as though my soul needs to be constantly awoken stimulated happy free. I feel like a constantly have to be on the move doing something creating, poetry, writing, art.
I need inspiration I need someone to inspire me sometimes and when I feel that I’m not getting that of someone there comes the gypsy soul and I feel it’s time for me to go.